We just knew on monday that Panic at the Disco was not Panic at the Disco anymore. Two members were gone: Ryan Ross and Jon Walker. And that Brendon Urie and Spencer Smith had changed the band's name to Panic! At The Disco again.
When i read this, I just couldn't react. I had heard once that in the very moment some people just don't do anything, they don't cry, they don't laugh, nothing, and i thought "stupid thing, that's not possible", but i know now, it's possible, it happened to me. Just two days later i cried, and Heaven knows I cried badly.
Yeah, you my think it's just a band, one of the bunch, they meant so much for me. They gave me some of the happiest moment I've had. I remember when my A Picture With Books arrived, geez! I couldn't believe it! And now, I don't think, and I don't expect to uderstand my feelings. And probably no one will read this, but still had to say it somewhere and I remembered I had a blog.
Panic(!) At The Disco taught me so much about so many things, about life, about friendship, about music; they were the first band I actually fell in love with, and I think it will be the only one. Though some say lots of silly things, Panic is and will be for EVER Brendon, Ryan, Jon and Spencer because there is no other way! And yeah, we, the fans, will support P!ATD and the other band the guys are now, no matter what they do.
When I heard this, I thought "I should be mad at them both, sshouldn't I?" but I couldn't. It seemed like i had some kind of anti-angry barrier. I am kinda in love with Ry since I saw him, and now that hasn't change, and it won't. I love all of them, and since i'm only child, i think i wanted them to be my older brothers, Bren, Spence and Jon, and that hasn't change either.
Now i'll have two bands to love! And just like they said Things have changed for me, and that's ok.
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